Tuesday, March 6, 2012

KONY 2012



This is a movement to make Joseph Kony infamous. As the leader of the LRA (Lord's Resistance Army) in Africa he has abducted and violently brainwashed 30,000 children. It's time more governments stepped in to stop this injustice. You can watch the movie here and share it with everyone you know. 

If this gets enough attention I believe Joseph Kony can be stopped. The timing of this movement is powerful. I can just feel the heart of God moving in every part of it. It's genius, inspired directly from heaven. It's time the children of Africa lived without fear.

Sincerely,

Jaelle the Ready and Willing!

Truth.


Tuesday, February 21, 2012

An Attempt at Music

I am writing an acoustic song. Yes.

I found a mike that my Dad uses for voice overs and I plugged into my brother's laptop and voila, recording studio! I'm editing it all on garage band which is so simple any amateur could use it. Which is great because I am such an amateur in need of idiot proof software to help guide my creative endeavors. Hooray!

I'm liking it so far. It a simple acoustic melody on an Open D tuned guitar.

Here are some lyrics.

Take me to the river that flows
Bury me beneath and wash my soul
I know all the places to get what I don't need
How I dream, I dream
To see

That's all folks!

Music has always been an important outlet for me. There's just something about it that brings me right before God. I have a soul of worship you might say, that's touched deeply by the spirit of music. Have you ever heard a really honest lyric that just tore you up? I was listening to Adele just the other day and this one line stuck with me, "I guess she gave you things I couldn't give to you." How tragic and true. That feeling of unworthiness is the heartbeat in every human being. Now really good music blends the honesty of the brokenness of living with the hope of new life in the mercy of God. That is my intention with my music. To be honest about our fear while confronting it, to be true to the humanity that connects us all while glorifying the God that draws us to redemption. Oh that word redemption. Doesn't it just move your spirit? No word is more beautiful. Thank you Jesus for grace and the overwhelming power you possess to draw us back to Your heart. I couldn't be more grateful for this God.

They say words create, I think music tells the story. Where words give you a picture music gives it color. Music reveals because it's old and honest. I'm excited to create but mostly just to listen.

Sincerely,

Jaelle the Worshipper.

Tuesday, February 14, 2012

Brothers

Disclaimer: I will be bragging in a few seconds now.

I have three brothers. James, Jesse and Justin. My sweet brothers all don't have girlfriends. They buy me chocolates when I'm emotional and watch movies with me till late at night. They drive me to both my jobs even though they are exhausted after working with mental patients all day. Often my brother Jesse gets home in the morning after working for eight hours through the night and then gets up just to drive me somewhere. They let me have the front seat. When I want to hug them, they accept it,  when I need one , they give it. Sometimes they even rub my feet after I have a long day waitressing. We get coffee together often. We go on walks. We love to dance like fools together. We talk about books, Jesus and many times about our plans for the future. They're fantastic listeners. Just yesterday Justin heard something I said and looks me in the eye and says, "Jaelle any guy would be so lucky to have you."

Am I blessed or what?

I only mentioned that they didn't have girlfriends so that everyone who reads this could be offended with me. The girls that they choose to marry won't know how lucky they truly are. If they get treated half as good as I've been treated by my brothers they'll be peaceful and blessed for the rest of their life. The truth is that they are true gentlemen at heart and are content in waiting for just the right one.  I am so proud of their patience and I know in the end they'll be gladly rewarded with just the right lady.

I have three brothers. James, Jesse and Justin and on This Valentines day they are the only people I'd want to spend it with. I love you all.

Sincerely,

Jaelle the most blessed sister in the cosmos.

Monday, December 12, 2011

For Us


For Us

Please say to the wide eyed
Orphaned girl,
About the family she’s been waiting for.
And the damaged son
With his heart on the run
Tell him spring brings a brand new sound.
Sing songs to that lonely beggar,
Lift the heart of a soul
Very far from home.
All we ever want,
Is to finally reach solid ground,
And someone we can trust.
There’s comes a time
When the scars we carry
Will start carrying us.
And crippling are the cracks 
That seem to grow 
Out of our hands.
No matter how much we keep walking
We can’t seem to rid ourselves,
Of the worry 
Gathering dust upon our shelves.
And the holes 
Inside our ragged shoes
Keep growing bigger by hour.
Until someone climbs upon a hidden tower,
How will any lost ever be found?
It’s when the hand 
Reaches through
The iron prison bars,
That the dream of seeing sunlight
Doesn’t seem so very far.
Please tell the hopless watchmen
With his eyes upon the dawn,
That the light will always come.
Gentle be the hands that bathe 
The gorgeous, broken ones.
Remembering the first time 
You came home.
And were cradled in warm waters of forgiveness.
And the love that you had missed,
Kissed you gently
Like a friend you’d always known.
Don’t let another person live alone.
Take a moment now to gather
And remember 
That our hearts were made for time
Like a parchment in bottle 
With a message hidden somewhere deep inside
Drifiting off to float in someones sea
And be opened by a pair of waiting hands
Anxious for another persons land
We’re too alive too just stand still
And let our arms be empty
When the treasures that we’ve dreamed of
Are just one adventure from
Our creeking porch.
Please say to the hopeful,
Watchful world,
That you’re here to tell a story.
The final word
Is one they’ve heard
That there’s more then silence waiting
When the branches they’ve been climbing
Open up to greater skies
And everything they’ve ever dreamed about
Is realized.


I'm still in the process of completing this poem but thought it was important to share it. I can't really describe except to say that our comfort zones at times keep us from communicating to the people who need us most. I mean that at a very human level. In a very human way we all need people. Perhaps someone needs you, needs your touch, your listening ear. And just as well you need them. To be kind is the ultimate human experience. You need to be kind just as much as someone needs kindness. It touches the givers heart perhaps even more then the receivers. So this is my message for us. Touch a soul, be a soul. 

Sincerely, 

Jaelle The Giver.

Friday, October 7, 2011

The River Soul















There is a bubbling River
But all she ever breathes
Are the bodies of my friends
With current strong
She leads them on
Until they're dying all alone
There's another one who's out there
At the bottom of the River Soul
My arms aren't strong enough to take you home
Tie us to some great old mast
Cause a sirens call is tempting us to her
My ship was made for sailing
And my heart was made for ventures out on sea
But watching you
Is taking all the breath I've left to breathe
Your oars are making waves within the soul that beats in me
All i know is we're one boat short
And it's lying on the bottom of the tortured River Soul
You decided you were hungry for a home
Even if the water there was cold
I'll light my lamp again
The one you strapped together when we had no fire or gun
And remember how your face looked in the sun
When ships begin to wander in the night
I hope they see your light
And start to come
I'll tell them 'bout the bodies at the bottom of the River Soul
And the loneliness it leaves
The sorrow that it heaves
Pray another man won't bury his tired bones
But instead find a harbor wher he'll plant his heart and grow
And leave the unkind winds that blew him here behind
Cause the world is just too beautiful
And we are too alive
Our pockets weren't made to hold the wrongs we think are right
I'd rather look into the stars and know
That though they hover in the darkest sea
They manage to still shine their silver light right over me
Meanwhile I'll stay living
With one promise hanging on my ragged sleeves
That day will always come
Whether I go search for her, she'll search for me
I'll go carving wakes in chase of weary, broken hulls
Making sure another man won't leave alone
In search of cruel waters that will lead him to the River Soul



This is a poem I wrote about people getting into depression and becoming isolated and alone until eventually so taken over by disappointment and disillusionment they're unreachable. They're rowed their oars to the bottom of the River Soul so to speak. It's also about my heart to steer people clear and remind them of the beauty of life and the power of a new day. There is always, always something to praise God for in our lives. Even if it takes a little looking and digging. Even if all we have is the promise that tomorrow is coming, that morning always follows night and it won't be the same as yesterday. Maybe that sounds pretentious considering I don't lead a very dark or bleak life. But I've seen people in the darkest depths, living literal hell on earth look for the ray of sunshine and let it guide them back home. They choose to throw their burdens on mercies shoulders and live life with Christ by their side. And I've seen Christ transform the bleakest moments of my life and make me stronger, wiser and more at peace. It's impossible but true, that's who God is.

His mercies are new every day. That's His promise.

Sincerely,

Jaelle the Hopeful